I'm sorry for myself for not getting good friends. It always been like this since primary school. In poly life, you can't survive without having friends because there's projects. I'm suffering, not because of studies but friendships. I don't seem quite comfortable about it. I've no confidence and it's really difficult for me to survive in poly. I'm so afraid that I could die. Their appearance are not what seems to be. I chose to keep it in myself rather than speaking out, it's my fault but I just want to protect myself.
So how am I going to survive in this difficult poly life in full of non-confidence feelings. I don't need many friends, I just want ONE true friend that I'm gonna be comfortable with, just one is enough.